Reading the Tarot

I was introduced to the Tarot in Chicago in the fall of 1970, a time when I was undergoing radical change in virtually every aspect of my life. Prior to that time, if told or asked to take it seriously, I’m sure I would have laughed. That attitude changed instantly and permanently when a friend read the cards for me. I began to study, and practiced almost every day for many months. By 1974, I was reading for parties, for fund-raising events, and for people who booked appointments. By 1975 I had a new name; I was Judith Arcana, Reader and Advisor.
I began by studying Arthur Edward Waite and Aleister Crowley, but soon enough discovered with pleasure and relief some notable contemporary practitioners – critics and revisionists, women who’d been thinking and working as I was: Z Budapest, who was born to it, and newly active feminists like me, Sally Gearhart & Susan Rennie, and Vicki Noble & Karen Vogel.

At first I used Waite’s deck (often called the Rider deck, with images drawn by Pamela Colman Smith), and I still read from that one occasionally. But I switched to the Motherpeace deck, created by Noble & Vogel, because its political philosophy is closer to my own, with imagery from multiple spiritual traditions in the Old Religion. I have other decks, and am always glad to see beautifully drawn cards, new interpretations by practitioners, scholars and artists. Because I got the Motherpeace deck about two years before its accompanying book came out, I created my own forms. With any deck, naturally, what I'm offering is interpretation, sometimes using the designer’s book as a second opinion and sometimes disagreeing with it.I use the I Ching with pleasure and satisfaction, and have a crystal ball. But the Tarot is the medium I use most often. I enjoy contributing this useful magic: brief readings at a street fair for Write Around Portland and for volunteers at the office of Oregon’s NARAL + full readings as auction items for Pro-Choice Oregon and Soapstone, the writing retreat for women in Oregon’s Coast Range.
As you might expect, the Tarot appears in my writing; here’s a poem that uses images from two cards in the Motherpeace deck.
In the Cards
- after Motherpeace
He is poised in explanation, his crescentfoot wand
painted clay necklace and dark curls
clearly drawn inside the holy past. Stepping
forward, caught speaking in mid-stride
he lets himself be seen. The great falcon rises
behind his mother's throne; he is open-handed.
You may look, he says. Look.
She owns the sword; her gaping wound is clean
pain is jeweled, mouth screams out
of the flower's heart; blue voice climbs the ladder.
She wants to lift her feather-muscled wings.
She wants her eyes to be sharp as the bird’s
eyes, sharp as a cut. The bird teaches her:
One may fly and not fly away.
This poem was first published at http://blossombones.com/winter08/arcana_w08.html.
